i need advice

uuggh i need advice but can't ask for it. i think i know what to do but it's not the greatest option. i wish there was someone i could ask that would tell me what to do. being a grown up means you have to be the one who makes the hard decisions. and this is a hard one with many pros and cons. i feel like i've beat this conversation to death with my man so i have no interest in bringing it up to him again. boo hooo