good news

the last few weeks have been full of good news. tim has a second job doing really cool stuff that he actually enjoys with cool people who think he's awesome. I got a new job and have stopped working at the soul sucking dmd! i'll have dental insurance by october 1st and i've been going to zumba 3 times a week for just about 2 1/2 weeks...and actually seeing results! i've been to the pool a couple times already have a tan and have a mini vacation coming up in red river. i'm feeling really good right now. i had a couple things i wanted to blog about a few days ago but i can't think of them now. i guess that's gonna do it for the time being.

what a day

you know those days where everthing seems to be going just OK and then you have some douche bag tell you some utter bullshit and then that's followed up by good news, but you're so dulled with shock of previous bit of retardation that it doesn't really thrill you as much as it should? Yea, well that was my day today. I could care less about getting into it but the good news is that I was offered another job. I start on Monday and am debating when to tell my boss. Perhaps tomorrow so he can freak about it all week long..but he may just take that time to harrass me about every last bit of bullshit. So maybe Friday I'll tell him that it's my last day in the office. I dunno...but I thought I had one more week before the end of the month so I'm going to have to figure out childcare STAT. Time to begrudgingly rely on the ex. Hopefully I won't have to tell him to put on his big boy pants and grow up. Anywho, very exciting!!

Tim started his first day of part time work at a new place today. I hope hope hope they can see what a wonderful super awesome hardworking guy he is. I'm pretty sure they already know but have to go through the motions before the make him a partner ;0) JK but really he's so BA that he needs to be appreciated and working there full time.

Well, I don't really have anymore to say for this blog by my mind wonders to how so much happens in such a short amount of time. I barely interviewed yesterday for this position and today I have a new job. wild!!

been a while

so i hope it doesn't turn out too long, but i've been struggling lately with myself. call it mid life crisis or whatever but there are moments in my life where i've reflected and, after a depressing moment or two of self loathing, decided that it's within my power to change whatever''s buggin me. i struggle with choosing me over other people sometimes and am trying to remember that it does NOT make me selfish to consider myself and how I'LL feel in the end. I feel guilty when choosing Me over other people sometimes. I was recently asked a significant favor and I'm happy to say that my very first instinct was to help. I think that shows that I'm still a good person even if I feel shitty for not going along with everything other people put in front of me.

I'm happy to be comfortable helping people who need me, even through personal reservations. I know that when it comes down to something important I can be relied upon and help my fellow neighbor...and that is something not many people can say.

I think this summer will be one for the history books and I hope my actions will be remembered fondly by my daughter when she's older.